Moving on
sort of….
I’d love to say that life is grand and everything is back the way it was, but of course it isn’t and it won’t be.
I’m tired of feeling miserable over something I should have seen coming. I knew Eileen didn’t love me and my love for her doesn’t change anything.
So… I’m moving on and eventually moving out. Not today and not tomorrow and probably not next month, but soon. Finances are the greatest stumbling block right now. $9/hour at something less than a 40 hour week doesn’t leave much to pay rent and still live on. It’s not going to be easy. Either upgrading my income or leaving the RidgeTop. I’ve got a couple applications in at a couple of places and I’m working all the hours my current boss will allow. Save money, look for new opportunities and wait it out.
Needless to say, everything else is on hold. Knitting has been packed up and put away for now. No time and currently no interest. I’m sure that eventually the need to knit will return, but for now I’m done.
I expect that the blog will continue as it’s become my way of working out my feelings and where my life is going, but don’t expect anything better than once a week postings. I’ve got a couple days off and I think I’ll head into the woods for some serious soul searching.
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My thoughts are with you, guy. Take it easy.
Know that we’re hear to “listen” any time you need to talk.
I’m sorry to hear about this, here’s hoping the rest of 2006 improves for you.
Hang in there-we all care about you. Unpack that knitting. It’s very therapeutic!
Oh no, you’ve got it all backwards! You need knitting now more than ever. Trust me on this one.
Like EZ said, right? “Knit on, with confidence and hope, through all crises.”
Here’s hoping things are going better for you each day. How are all the critters doing? Miss the flower and cat photos!